Frustration

Often confused,
Not knowing the future.
Want to take control,
But not for the best.
Making mistakes,
And learning slowly.
Want to know more,
Want to get closer.
Situation denies,
Out of my hands.
The more I try,
The worse it gets.
Need to let go.
Release.
But I get frustrated,
I want it now.
Lose sight of the future,
What lies ahead.
Plenty of time,
Plenty to do.
Be thankful,
It could be worse!